steambolt

we just finished thunderbolt, which was a bad exercise. everyone was just not up to it, including me of course. oh well i shan't talk abt that.
it's been a long time since i updated this blog. I just visited friendster and saw the updated photos of my friend studying in waseda now. It's kinda sad, realy. While everyone else is having fun, we are in green, proning, marching, doing silly stuff. I really can't wait to get out of green.oh well. just 13 more months. beside, commissioning is soon too, in 8 weeks time. It's always good to have something to look forward to. Accordign to wenjuin is an incomparable experience. we shall see.

takling abt comms parade, comms ball is coming soon too! shucks. i haven't found a date. that sucks, cuz i can't possibly pay $300 inviting someoen whom i don't know well. hmm sometimes i regret not making more female friends, or mayeb friends in general. no friends in contact in pri sch. a few good friends in sec sch and 1 good friend in jc. that's all. is that enough to pull me through life? i dun tink so.. everyone's lives go on too. and even now, they won't have time for me every week and it's high time i get some life man! looking at how my fellow pals in army sometimes makes me feel depressed. ken's got a good life. look at the guitarists- alli, jx, psy etc, they have common interests and thus make good friends.

talking abt common interests. it's not really just common as in similar interests, but common as in the usual interests that people usually have. things like soccer, guitar, dota, clubbing are common interests that people have. yes i do have an interest for soccer, but not an ardent fan of any particular team and do not have achance to watch matches every week, thus unable to catch up with most conversations. i still find it quite weird that i do not play dota when every other person in my bunk plays it. hmmm i guess once im out of computer or lan games, im basically just out of the league, and it's quite hard to make friends then sicne everyone else does it except me. hm maybe i shouldn't play dota. it's jhust my inability to carry out and successfully sustain a conversation. oh well this is part of my new year resolution- to be a better friend and be able to make many friends when i go japan NEXT YEAR, in 13 months' time.

oh well, it's thailand first, then commissioning. we'll see how it goes.