sad sad day...

today is a sad sad day. so was yesterday. sometimes it's not easy to live in a modern society like ours today. every second spent playing, or slacking, pinches my conscience and gives me a pang of guilt. the thought of not studying, and lagging behind someone else, comes haunting every time i harbour the thought of slacking. such is the world we live in. comfort? think twice.

exams aren't everything. everyone says that; everyone knows that. but in the end, we know deep in our hearts that yes, it does matter. like what the foreign affairs guy said, elitism is everywhere. or rather, meritocracy is. so we can't escape it. we just have to face it.

the day of graduation draws nearer and nearer. i'm starting to miss my cathigh friends. i wonder how they are doing, and what are their plans after alevels. i realized how much time we have left together. after graduation, we'll go NS. hopefully we can still meet up often then. and soon, after NS, i'll leave this place, leaving behind my friends. i wonder where my friends are going. hmmm. and one sad thing i realized is that, i don't have a photo taken with my best friends. i should take one soon, lest i lose that chance...

anywayy, time to sleep. good night!