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oh no i'm stuck writing my testimonial write up. i don't know whether i should write what i really feel, even though i'm afraid my true feelings may not be appropriate to be shown on the testimonial. I got damn emo writing the testimonial writeup cuz i'm required to write lots of stuff about my dreams n stuff like that.
i wrote some stuff, and realized it was too emo, so i deleted them and rephrased them in a nicer way, but i feel that the original meaning that i wanted to convey was missing.
For example: How do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years?
I see myself studying/doing something that I like, in somewhere where my heart really lies, like Japan.
My tutor will probably go "wth?!"
OR If you can choose again, would you still come to RJC? Same subject combi? Why?
Yes, because the only reason for me coming to RJC was to take Japanese at Alevels. I took a bold decision of separating from my good friends from my secondary school, to come to RJC alone, to study Japanese, but I never regretted it. Therefore, if I can choose again, I will still come to RJC for the same purpose.
My tutor will probably show this to the principal and then expel me.

and so, what should i do???