i believe

todayy's the last day of formal lessons in english for me, ever! haha... after tomorrow, it'll be the start of prelims next week. den after prelims, there will be just paper checking, and soon, we'll be off on our own! in other words, there will not be anymore formal lessons! until after ns.. but lessons then will not be in english! haha oh well i'm thinking too much. sighh...
why do i feel so yi yi bu she about graduating? perhaps it's cuz i know that it'll be hard to keep in contact with my friends now. hmm i didn't feel such a way when i graduated from my secondary school. but that was probably cuz i was confident that even after graduation, even when all of us are separated in different jcs, we'll still be able to keep in contact. oh yes, we still do. but now, after this year, we'll all be serving the country, which takes away all our time to socialize and stuff. damn sad. and after ns, all of us will probably be separated not in different jcs, but in different countries. how, then, are we going to keep in contact?
i guess i should make use of the remaining time to be nice to all my friends, so that, if today were the last day we see each other, i won't regret it, cuz i've done my best as a friend.