A Day at Work

Yesterday, after visiting my "dunno-how-to-call" relative's house, i went straight to work. Still languid from the hyper chingay performance the night before, I literally dragged my feet to work. argh... but it was a good day, cuz i've got visitors AGAIN! yayy... i haven't had one in a long long time. I like surprises! cuz they make my boring life exciting, even if it's for a moment. Xixun and Wenhan came to the restaurant to buy books! =) Haha just realized wenhan was in sheralyn's junior class. so she must know daniel poh too! Even though they left shortly after that, it made me feel that at least there's someone who still knows of my existence. And then, a pretty n stylish lady came to the restaurant! haha that was another energy boost.

Then it was one of our restaurant's longest-working staff's last day. cuz sylvia is leaving for australia for studies. hmmm... i felt that i could understand her feeling, and i was feeling happy for her. cuz i know that, sometime, someday two years later, i will be feeling the same way. How i look forward to that day. It will be different from the two immersion programmes i've been involved in, where there will be friends tagging along; there will be friends to talk to, laugh together, and sharing the same experience. Then, it will be different because I will be all alone, going all on my own, both physically and mentally. Guess i won't be as lucky to have people sending me good wishes, and as i leave this place for good, I would have no choice but to leave everything behind me, and start all over again. Oh well, it's still too early to think about such stuff, cuz there's still TWO MORE YEARS.

It will be one of the toughest paths in my life during these two years, not only in the sense that i will be in the army, but in the sense that, it's all up to me now, to remain mentally strong, stay true to myself, and constantly reminding myself what i have been working so hard for. If the worst thing were to happen, it would be that i have lost my interest, and thus my fighting spirit, and then wasted all the years i've come through thus far. It would be the most tragic ending.

Fight-oh! Fight-oh!