whywhywhywhywhywhywhy

i never knew looking at photos could deal such fatal damages to me. maybe 2 years is too long a time to be wasted like that. i can't wait no more. come quick, come. this is terribly unfair. i don't understand why. why must it be like that? i dont' want my life to be controlled like that. i swear i'll never let my life get controlled anymore after this. what right do you have to manipulate my life like that.

let me go. out of this place. and never back again.